20260411 res cottidianae

I prepared for next weeks lectures.

Afterward, I studied for my articles. 

I feel like I am not serious enough. 

Is it a lack of energy, or is it because I am getting older?

20260410 res cottidianae

In the afternoon I had a meeting.

As usual I was bored.

After that I wrote my article...

I made a little progress.

In addition I must write a few articles.

I do my best.

Deep Purple member visited the Japanese Prime Ministers Kantei.

This music was produced about 50 years ago!

Do you believe this fact?

20260409 res cottidianae

I would study hard, but I could not concentrate because of university works...

I must not feel working hard by doing university works.

Doing university works is not my work.

When I go out into the field, I see seminars and professors from universities in Tokyo.

This university will be left behind. 

But there is absolutely no sense of that crisis.

20260408 res cottidianae

In the afternoon I had two meetings...

I was bored.

I want to dedicate this time and energy to my research.

I think that without a solid foundation of research I would be too embarrassed to speak out. But it seems that is not the case.

I had planned to go to the mountains tomorrow to cleanse my soul, but I did not have enough time for my research, so I had to give up on that plan.

Our real work is the research.

20260407 res cottidianae

In the morning and afternoon I did some university works.

I was already exhausted.

I was very sleepy...

At last I focused on my research about 8 pm...

I do not have enough time.

I want the energy to study...

20260406 res cottidianae

In the afternoon I had a meeting.

I was bored...

So I did some routine works...

After that I did my research.

I did not make progress as I planed.

Tomorrow I start to write some articles...

20260405 res cottidianae

I was sleepy all day.

I do not know the reason...

So I did not make progress about my research...

But I will submit my paper tomorrows morning, no I must submit...

Today was my fathers birthday...

I respected my father.

But he was gone some years ago...

I want to be the person like my father.

He never talked about himself...